Round and Round and Back to the Same Old Same Old

Meh. That's life at the moment, simply meh. There's a name for it - anhedonia - greek. An - lack of, hedon - pleasure. Not unhappy. Simply.... flavorless. Apparently it's common among meth abusers and bipolar patients. Because both experience such intense highs and lows, anything in the middle is simply, well.... meh. Hard to find motivation when there's no real pleasure in accomplishing something. Course, I haven't accomplished much recently, so I guess I can't say that. I was so excited about vacation and I had a blast! Now I'm not excited about anything. I've heard that being bored is the sign of a boring person. I know life's not boring and there's plenty to be excited about. I just can't feel it right now, and that makes me feel a little.....meh.